as of today, i told myself im gonna study and i am. prelims were worse than a disaster. and really, i really expected all the marks i got... but im over it. actually, i got over it 5min after getting back the paper. gotta be strong and just move on... i really dun wanna go ite... i mean, im not looking down on it, its just not my calling... i get easily distracted, and if i go there, for sure i cant study.. and i can say byebye to watever dreams i wan... and yea, its a lil too late to wake up now, but hell, theres still a month, i can cramp smth in my thick skull.. and do u noe that i didnt really, ok, lets just say i didnt study for prelims, and i failed at the forties, well, except for amaths, and....combined humanities... amaths, well, i dun even have interest in it, its just so taxing... numbers, alphabets all over... why do ppl even like maths man... physics i dont mind, but maths... esp amaths... what happened to 1+1? but really, i just hope i pass it... but then agin, shud i just leave it alone entirely and just concentrate on the main five subjects and get a gd l1r4? man, really, i hope poly wont be like this... i mean, i bet when i go poly, i'd be wishing i was still in secondary school.... i really dont wanna screw this up. and pls, dun distract me okay? i really dun wannna screw this up. at least, i wanna do something gd finally in my life... gosh... owell, time to continue studying... tmr sch ends late boy...
its gonna be a looong looong month....
CHOCOLATE ;;
4:55 PM <3